Starting Over
Hey guys! I'm to my goal weight!! Just kidding. Okay. Here comes the truth...
I stopped.
Stopped tracking points, eating right, working out - the works. The entire summer and almost all of this semester I have not worked out or eaten right. I felt so bad about it that I just continued to do it. How ass backward is that? I was so scared to see how much weight I'd gained back that I didn't weigh in until TODAY.
So after being so bad for so long I felt like I must weigh even more than my starting weight (181 lbs). I also just have been feeling so fat. Like nothing looks good on me. I can't hide the belly. Things like that, you know? However, it turns out I'm 167.6 pounds. I only gained something like 8 lbs. but that's still not good. Those few pounds have obviously done more than affect my weight. I feel like shit - fat, unmotivated, unconfident, unhappy.
With the help of my new, fantastic girl friend, Lena, I'm back on track starting today. She joined Weight Watchers for the first time and I rejoined. I'm excited about the new PointsPlus program. Today is Day 1 of starting over.
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
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5 comments:
I'm so proud of you babe!!
The most impressive thing is that you're able to confront where you are right now. And also the hardest thing. All downhill from here, right? Weight gain when you ignore your diet is inevitable. But the fact that you are able to stop it before it gets back to where you were is awesome. I'm in the same boat - we can (still!) do it! haha. I miss you and please keep blogging!!
Good luck with your new dieting. just be careful around the holiday time.
You shouldn't feel like shit. You're still magnetic, enchanting and gorgeous.
Plus you gots sum sah-weet boobs.
@Danielle Thanks, darlin'. I miss you too and I'll keep up with blogging.
@Anonymous Thanks! I'll definitely have to come up with some strategies for over the holidays. My family likes to cook horribly-bad-for-you food for xmas.
@Froopy LOL. Thank you and who are you and how do you know about my awesome boobs!?
Your boobs are legendary. People across the land tell tales and sing songs about your bustitude.
I once heard that they can cure leprosy.
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